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  Role Model

  By Becky Black

  Published by JMS Books LLC

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  Copyright 2018 Becky Black

  ISBN 9781634865609

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are solely the product of the author’s imagination and/or are used fictitiously, though reference may be made to actual historical events or existing locations. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  Published in the United States of America.

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  Role Model

  By Becky Black

  For most people, a phone call at three in the morning would be something to dread.

  Not for Paul Bradley.

  He picked up the mobile ringing by his bed.

  “Get your arse up to the moor road, six miles north of Leyton,” his editor, Henderson, said. “Got a tip from our tame copper.”

  “On my way.” Paul yanked out the charging cord, grabbed a pair of jeans from the dirty laundry basket, and found a clean T-shirt. Phone. Bag. Car keys. Jacket. He left the house five minutes after waking up.

  In the inky night, the lights on the moor road were visible for miles. They were powerful arc lights used by Fire and Rescue. The road ahead was blocked and taped off. Paul counted two fire engines, five police cars, and two ambulances. The air ambulance helicopter waited in a field.

  He saw the focus of all the activity when he got out of his car. A truck, on its side, half on and half off the road and into the ditch. Police and fire officers swarmed it. But Paul doubted Henderson had sent him here for a mere road accident. Something else was going on.

  “Sorry, mate, going to be closed off for hours,” the copper at the police tape said. “If you go back and take the turn—” He stopped when Paul held up his Press pass. “Christ, can you lot smell the blood?”

  “Can I get any closer?”

  “No, you sodding can’t. Stay there.”

  “Hey, don’t worry,” another voice came. “I’ll fettle him.” Ed Muir, Henderson’s “tame” copper.

  “Good. I want a brew.” The first officer left Ed to it.

  “What’s happening?” Paul asked, ducking under the police tape. “Is the driver trapped?” Dead of night rescue. Driver cut from cab. Not bad.

  “Truck driver’s dead,” Ed said. “You can’t see it from here, but there’s a car underneath that mess, in the ditch. The truck’s resting on it.”

  “Who’s in the car?”

  “The driver, dead, and a kid. Alive.”

  Much better. Kids always made a better story. “Boy or girl? What age?” He had tablet and stylus poised.

  “Girl, aged six. That’s not all. A paramedic crawled in to help the kid, but the girl’s trapped, and he won’t come out until they get her free.”

  Paul stared at the activity around the truck. Men worked fast to fix supports to stop the truck sliding further into the ditch and crushing the car. Someone had willingly crawled in there? There’s the story.

  “Got a name for the paramedic? Age?”

  “Andrew McGregor. Don’t know his age.”

  “Who the hell let him crawl in there?”

  “Sorry, that’s all I know about it.”

  Ed’s sergeant called to him, and he rushed off. Paul lurked by an ambulance, writing up what he had so far. He’d perfected his lurking skills in his six years as a journalist. He didn’t want to draw attention and get tossed back out behind the tape. On a scene like this, most people were too busy to pay him any attention, but there was always a chance a copper with nothing to do besides stand at the tape and redirect any cars trying to pass might decide to occupy his time by tossing out a journalist.

  After about twenty minutes of lurking and freezing his arse off, a shout went up from the truck.

  “She’s free!” A cheer, then a moment of quiet, broken by a child’s cry, thin and muffled by the tons of metal bearing down over her head.

  Paul’s mouth dried. He pulled out his camera. Those damn arc lights would give him lens flares, but there was a shot coming he had to get. The shot he’d wanted since the second Ed told him about the paramedic. Getting the kid coming out would be great, too, but the paramedic was the story. The roar of the helicopter starting its engine drowned most other noise, but Paul heard someone shout.

  “They’re coming out!”

  It was better than he could have hoped. Andrew McGregor came out carrying the kid. She was wrapped around him, holding on tight. A white plastic collar protected her neck. As he crawled out of the opening, another paramedic and a fire officer helped him to stand. He straightened up, the girl still in his arms.

  Paul had started snapping pictures the moment the guy’s head poked out. McGregor was a handsome young guy in his twenties. The breeze ruffled his thick blonde hair as he blinked into the bright lights a bit dazedly. He looked like Captain bloody America. The perfect hero.

  And Paul was going to put him on the front page of every news website and national paper in the country.

  * * * *

  Things calmed down a bit after the air ambulance left with the child. The air of urgency vanished. Paul awaited his chance, lurking again, and took it when everyone finally left Andrew McGregor alone, sitting on the tailgate of an ambulance, drinking a mug of tea, a red blanket around his shoulders. Paul sidled—another useful skill—up to him.

  “Mr. McGregor, Paul Bradley.” He flashed his pass. “Can I have a couple of minutes of your time?”

  “Um, okay.”

  “Can I ask how you came to crawl inside?”

  “Me and my partner were first on scene. We were coming back from doing a transfer into Manchester,” he said. “Found them like this.”

  “And you crawled in despite the danger to save the girl.”

  McGregor grimaced. “Believe me, I didn’t intend to stay there for hours. But she was trapped, and, well…she asked me to stay with her.”

  “Begged you to stay?” Begged was a better word.

  “I suppose.”

  Paul noted it down. “What’s her name?”

  “Lily Winslow.”

  “And she’s six?” He’d know. That always came up in conversation with a kid. Though maybe not when the kid was trapped alongside the dead body of her father and might be crushed to death any second.

  “Yes.”

  “Can I ask your age?”

  “Why do you want that?”

  “For the paper. We always like to have the age.”

  “I’m twenty-four. Why do you guys always want people’s ages to put in the newspaper? What’s that about?”

  “Traditional. Maybe it’s to annoy women. They never like it when I ask.”

  McGregor smiled weakly. He looked shattered.

  “This your ambulance?” Paul asked.

  “Yeah. Don’t think I’ll be driving it home, though.” He nodded at someone approaching. “She
will.” A fortyish black woman in paramedic greens seared Paul’s hide with a scowl.

  “Who’s this?” she demanded.

  “Just a reporter,” McGregor said as Paul showed her his Press pass.

  “Bugger off and leave him alone. Lad’s exhausted.”

  “Are you his partner?” Paul asked. “Can I get your name?”

  “No, sod off.”

  “Nerys,” McGregor said, “It’s okay.” The name badge on her uniform read N. Jones. That gave Paul all he needed. He didn’t ask her age, as he preferred to keep his balls in the usual place.

  “Come on,” Nerys said to McGregor. “You’re going to the hospital to be checked over.”

  “Not in Manchester?” McGregor said.

  “No. That’s where Lily’s gone. But you’re coming back to our hospital.”

  “Good.” He stood and let her take his arm to guide him to the other waiting ambulance.

  The story was splitting up. It could be worth following the girl. But McGregor was the story. Paul didn’t head to Manchester. He headed home—to the local hospital.

  Paul got there before the ambulance with McGregor in it and watched him get down and walk into A&E under his own steam. Paul knew he had no chance of getting close to him in there. He’d tried to get past the reception desk before, to no avail. He’d have to wait.

  Since he’d parked close enough to pick up the staff Wi-Fi from the hospital and—ahem—happened to know the password, he filed the story as he had it so far, along with the pictures. Minutes later an e-mail arrived from the night shift news desk.

  Running it now. Got it on the wire to the nationals. Good pics.

  Right. He headed into the A&E waiting room, used the toilet, and raided the vending machines for coffee and snacks, then went off to lurk more, near the staff entrance. He waited there about two hours, trying not to look like a pervert out to pounce on the nurses coming out.

  At last, as dawn was breaking and Paul was about to give up and go home, McGregor emerged.

  “Mr. McGregor.”

  McGregor stopped, startled. “You again? How’d you know I was here?”

  “They don’t call me an investigative reporter for nothing.”

  “Did you want something? I’m going home.”

  “Where is home? Ah, roughly, the district. For the newspaper.”

  “Is everything you do for the newspaper?”

  “Pretty much.” Or how about Yes. One hundred percent of everything was for the story.

  “Maryside,” McGregor said. “Why are you so interested?”

  “You do realize what you did tonight, right?”

  “Um, my job?” McGregor started to walk towards the staff car park. Paul followed.

  “You know you went beyond the call of duty.”

  “And my boss doesn’t know whether to sack me or promote me because of it.”

  “He threatened to sack you?” That’s gold.

  “She. And no. But she should have.”

  “You’re a hero, Mr. McGregor.”

  “I was in the right place at the right time. Anyone would have done the same.” He pointed his key fob at a car.

  “They wouldn’t,” Paul said. But he liked the modesty. Everyone liked a modest hero. And maybe McGregor denied the heroism because he wasn’t ready to face how close he’d been to death tonight.

  “It’s nice you’re taking such an interest,” McGregor said, “but I have to go home. I need sleep.”

  “Okay. Let me give you my card. It’s got my e-mail address. Please tell me what you think of the story and the picture. It’s up on the paper’s website now, and I think it will go national.”

  “But you work for the local paper, right?” McGregor said, putting the card in his pocket.

  “The Chronicle, yes.” Paul tried not to grit his teeth when he said it. Yeah, the local rag. But every day he was looking for his ticket out. As Paul watched the car drive away, he had to wonder if Andrew McGregor might not be that ticket.

  * * * *

  Paul got many backslaps and handshakes as he walked into the office. He found his desk covered in print offs of the front pages of many newspaper websites. It was too late for the morning print editions of the nationals, but the picture would run in the Chronicle that evening and the national dailies tomorrow. He picked up a print of the Mail Online’s News page. His picture of McGregor carrying the girl dominated it.

  “Boss wants you as soon as you come in,” a colleague said. Usually when Paul got a summons to the editor’s office he expected a bollocking for something. But today should be different.

  The first edition of that evening’s Chronicle lay on Henderson’s desk. LOCAL HERO RISKS DEATH the headline screamed. Not his choice, Henderson got the last word on that. But underneath it was Paul’s byline.

  “The AP and Reuters have already bought the picture,” Henderson said. “Good work. You’ll see a bonus for it.” Paul didn’t much care about the money. His name under the photograph in all those nationals was what he cared about.

  “Let’s talk about the follow up,” Henderson said.

  Because you’re only as good as your last story. And today’s top story is lining the budgie’s cage tomorrow.

  “I’ve already got someone looking into the girl’s family,” Henderson said. “You go after McGregor. I want the full story from his own lips.”

  Paul’s heart sped up. Thudded in his ears. He’d come in here hoping he’d get a chance to do that, and now he was under orders to. Henderson still had good journalistic instincts. The widow and the orphan evoked pity from the public. A hero on the other hand provoked fascination. Made everyone ask themselves “Would I have done the same in that situation?” Would Paul have? He was more used to observing while others acted. The chronicler, not the hero.

  “You’d better get on it quick,” Henderson said. “Before one of the nationals does.”

  “Will do, boss. I had another idea, too.” It had come to him in the dawn light, as so many of his ideas did. “Nominations for Britain’s Bravest are still open.”

  “That’s a good idea. We can really milk that. Okay, I’ll handle the nomination. You go call McGregor and get an interview. Then go home and get some sleep. You look like a damn corpse.”

  * * * *

  Four days after the accident, Paul arrived at McGregor’s two-bed terraced house, along with the paper’s staff photographer. McGregor made tea while the photographer set up his gear and Paul took the opportunity to nose around the living room. He didn’t open drawers—he wasn’t quite that shameless—but he checked out the pictures on the wall. He’d already done his research and recognized McGregor’s parents—both living, still together—and his older sister. Recent pictures showed the sister with her husband and small children. Happy families. There were plenty of other pictures. One made him look closer.

  He recognized the location. He hadn’t been there on the same day as McGregor, though. Last year’s Manchester Pride. A smiling McGregor in his uniform, with a bunch of other NHS staff. The group carried a couple of big rainbow flags. Paul took a look at the bookshelves again. Could you tell if someone was gay from their bookshelves? What about the decor? Neat and clean, but nothing…fancy. McGregor could have been at Pride supporting his colleagues as an ally. It didn’t mean….

  McGregor came back in then, and Paul moved quickly away from the pictures. They all sat, drank tea, and ate biscuits. Paul finished his tea, leaned forward to put his cup on the coffee table, and through the table’s glass top, he saw magazines stacked on the shelf under it. A copy of Gay Times lay on the top of the stack. Yeah, that was probably significant.

  And so was the look McGregor gave him when he spotted what Paul was looking at. The challenging “You got a problem, pal?” look. Paul had many problems, but the idea of McGregor being gay wasn’t one of them. Not for the obvious reason. The guy was hot, but he was way out of Paul’s league and too much in the public eye for Paul to even think of him as anything bu
t a great story.

  A story he might be about to add an interesting angle to.

  The photographer got some great shots of McGregor, looking handsome and noble, his white shirt open at the neck to show off a nice tan. Then it was just the two of them as the photographer packed up and left.

  “Can I call you Andrew?” Paul asked as he set up his recorder. “Or is it Andy?”

  “It’s Drew, actually.”

  “Oh. Andy is better. For the piece, I mean. More…everyman.”

  McGregor—Drew—shrugged. “Everyone calls me Drew.”

  Drew it was. “Okay, Drew. We’ll start with the night of the accident. Get that out of the way.” He added that last when he saw Drew grimace.

  “I’m not sure I should have agreed to this. I’ve had…dreams about it every night since.”

  “Nightmares?” Paul glanced at the recorder. Running.

  “Yes. Not about the scene itself. I’ve attended worse. Just a feeling of terrible weight over me, about to crush me.” He shuddered.

  “Maybe talking about it will help you deal with it. You’ll remember it, relive it, but you’re safe. It’s supposed to be cathartic.” I am so fucking self-serving.

  “Okay.” Drew took a sip of water, a delaying tactic, but then put it down, steeled himself, and began. “We were coming back from Manchester over the moor road. Middle of the night, so there was no other traffic. And we came on the scene.”

  “So you and your partner were the first people there? No locals around or anything?”

  “No. Just us. We thought it was only the truck at first, jackknifed into the ditch. We called it in, checked the cab, and the driver was dead. Nothing we could do. Then we heard someone calling out.”

  “The girl.”

  “I suppose she heard our voices. That’s when we spotted the car under the truck.”

  “It must have been pitch black.”

  “We had torches, and we’d already set up road flares, to pinpoint the location for the police. But it was pretty black in that ditch.”

  “What did you do when you realized the car was there? And the girl?”

  “Nerys shouted to her, to see if she could climb out.”